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My name is Chair and I rock.
Seventeen candles on the 28th September '09. I ♥ cocktails, cocaine, and clubbing.

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at 7/30/2009 11:23:00 AM

suddenly miss e kind of life in sch. study and work at e same time. used to feel my life so miserable in e past. having to work for my own expense where pple actually work for leisure. few mths more n im a dip holder. looking forward to e day when i can take my dip cert n leave tat stupid workplace and look for a better full time job. we nv noe wat will happen tmr. found out tat i was pregnant n i guess i lost everything. i cant go to sch and i hav not been workin for 2mths i guess? i gonna leave my mum at hm and e kind of life i hav living in now will b totally changed. as compared to the past, i think my life is more miserable now. i dun noe if im still able to study nxt yr. perhaps e financially stress given to me will force me to drop my studies and go out to work. no doubts e unhappiness hav in me, nth can change tis fact. life still hav to go on. e only thing tat i hope for is few yrs down e road, my life can change for e better.


at 7/19/2009 12:46:00 PM

Went down to e CC at upper thomson ytd. after tat went down to prata hse to have our supper. until ytd den I realise, prata hse no longer 24 hrs everyday. it close at 1am on wkday and 24hrs is only on wkend. reach hm at 330am ytd. so tiring. I used to b most awake during midnite in e past. now when it reach 12am, I already feel so tired. I enjoy alot ytd. long time since my last nite life. will b goin down to town to give my invitation card as well as to c my colleague.


at 7/14/2009 01:02:00 AM

Feeling tired..but still cannot get to slp. had a big quarrel today. I guess e happiest time is still e time when we jus got together. everythin was jus so sweet.

24/12/08 (xmas eve). He request to exchange present before hand. I remember, tat was a last min present. I bought polo fragrance (polo black) for him. since I'm workin at polo at tat pt of time, it was for him to remember me. lol. on tat very day, I went down to orchard jus to collect e perfume. after tat we meet at wdl to go melissa hse. went to wdl mac to hav a drink. he bought a necklack(sk2) for me. intending to help me wear at mac. I rejected him. telling him tat he can help me wear at other places. but when we went out of causeway pt, he insist on helping me to wear at e toast box there. e kind of feelin is like..heart beating fast, as tis is e first time he come near me. after 9mths of being friend without body contact. lol. walkin down e interchange, he held on to my hand. first time hold my hand, his hand was so warm. thinkin of how I'm gonna draw my attention off from our hand. he asked me if I'm gonna b his gf when I let him hold on to my hand. n i let go. cuz I dun noe wat is e nxt thing tat i should say. after we reach melissa hse, he intro to his friend tat I'm his gf. e way he treat me was like so sweet..take e food for me n all. even his friend think tat he is unusual on tat day.

everything changed ever since baby kwek exist. hubby no longer dote me like how he did in e past :( n I think 'friend' r giving lots of comment regarding tis. how i wish..e world only live wif me n him, when there's no third parties giving comment n things only hav to settle between us. well, tat's only my fairy tale thinkin. I jus hope one fine day when we can talk to each other regardin e unhappiness we hav instead of listening to both side of friends. perhaps is e stress tat both of us r facing, we no longer behave so sweet like wat we did in e past. can e god come down to teach me wat to do????

however, when I think of e last scan of baby kwek, at least there's somethin for me to look forward too. maybe my baby will dote me more than daddy?


at 7/13/2009 12:07:00 PM



Hubby went down to IMM to collect our wedding ring ytd. recently I'm jus too lazy to go out. e ring comes together wif e pillow for our wedding. however, I feel tat e pillow is too big n not tat nice. both of us keep our own ring, which was told by da sao. to me, it's a bit weird when I think tat wedding ring should b kept together. e above image uploaded is my own wedding ring. pic not tat clear. haha.


at 7/10/2009 08:02:00 PM

Went for my third check up today. accompany by hubby and my mum today as my mum wanna c how my baby develop. she feed my baby and touch my baby everyday. lol. did a blood test and it was quite painful. while doin e blood test, mummy n hubby check e price of delivery wif e doc. e thing is, doc can take my blood n talk to them at e same time. he should hav put his concentration on my blood n talk later :) did a scan on my baby too. baby kwek grow up! we can c e head together wif e hand n leg. while doin e scan, baby move a bit for grandma to c. baby noe tat grandma dote him alot. therefore he perform for grandma to c. hubby and my mum was so happy to c baby moving.


at 7/05/2009 10:53:00 AM

Have been feeling troubled ever since I noe e presence of baby kwek. Afterall, both of us r still studying and finanically we r not stable. There's alot alot of things to consider in a marriage like how well am i going to communicate wif his family n all. I noe tat people have been giving alot of comment regarding tis matter. Some people would think tat as long as both of us r willing to work hard for e baby, nth matter. But thing doesn't happen on them. I guess they cannot fully understand on how i feel. Things r easier to say than to do. Sometimes i'm jus sick of people using tis issue to use as a topic to discuss on. whether i choose to get married or not doesnt bother these people at all.