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at 8/27/2009 11:41:00 PM

hubby went to fico for soccer game..thinking of acc my mum more, i stay at my own hse to wait for him to fetch me after his game..however, my mum went to slp n im left alone in e livin room doing nth :( i can slp for a while but im afraid im not able to wake up when hubby reach wdl.. i did some reflection when im alone..

i guess i finally realise how much my mum dote on me.. in e past, she did everything for me..things like washin my clothes n prepare food for me..for all my meals, everything is already prepare on e table for me..i only hav to sit down n move my hand to put e food into my mouth..after my meal i can jus walk off n wait for my dish to b wash..n i dun hav to do any hsework at all..( im so pamper in e past)..however, i took everything for granted..i thot is her duty to do everythin for me..

now tat i move over to hubby hse..i got to do everythin myself..wash my own clothing n dish..i take it as part of growing process..is e first stage tat i start e family of my own..now tat im livin wif his parents..at least i only hav to take care of my own thing, our own room..one day when we hav a hse on our own..i still got to learn to do everything..

e good thing now is..hubby is understandin..knowing tat i cant adapt so fast, he help in everythin he can..things like cleaning up our room..vacum e floor..change e bedsheet..n most imptly..he try his best to give me wat my mum is providin me..he prepare food for me early in e mornin before he goes to sch..n even if im hungry middle of e nite..he will wake up wif no complain..to prepare bread n milo for me..

sometimes i jus cant control myself from throwing temper at him..which i dun noe e reason for being so frustrated also..he knows tat im being unreasonable..but he nv fail to give in to me..to wipe my tears when i cried.. wat he has given me..is far more than wat i gave him..perhaps..i expect too much in my life..i hope everythin to b perfect..

frankly speakin..how perfect can i b??


at 8/17/2009 04:36:00 PM

long time since i last updated my blog... erm..let's update on my weddin day itself..

8/8/09
woke up at 3am in e mornin and wait for my make up artist. bath n had a piece of cake for my breakfast. called my sisters n told them tat i make a mistake. i thot my make up artist was suppose to come at 430am. lucky she called n inform tat she's on e way over. my sisters reach while my make up artist was putting on my make up for me. i was in e room doing my make up n my sisters was in e kitchen busy preparing e 'gd stuff' for e guys. lol. after my make up, one of my sister help me to put on my weddin gown..n guess wat..i cant put on my weddin gown! tat time was already 530am and hubby was already prepaing to come fetch me.. all of us got very nervous as we need to reach his hse at 7am.. called e make up artist but she said tat she dun hav e time to come back..she ask we all to try again and ask me to breathe in hard.. wif e help of my sisters, i can finally put on my gown!

hubby reach at 6am..i was in e room waiting for him to break e door..i heard alot of laugher outside but i cannot go out to c wat happen. wif e help of my mum..she keep comin into e room to tell me wat's happening outside..lol.. it was already 645am when we leave our place..sort of in a rush..we planned to hav 3 cars followin us behind..but bcuz of e time, e bride car got to drive faster so tat we can reach his hse at 7am. in e end, we manage to reach his hse at 7am..can u imagine how fast e driver drives?? had e tea ceremony at his place n halfway through, i feel so uncomfortable..e gown is so tight!! i told my in laws n lucky they r understanding enough to ask me to take off my gown n hide in e room immediately after e tea ceremony n bcuz of tis, i missed taking e outdoor photos :( e guest r suppose to come to our room to take a look but it end up me hiding inside wif my sleeping suit..

changed to my tea dress n went back my own place at 2pm.. tis time round i think e photographer managed to take e bros car followin behind us at e expressway ( i noe we r not suppose to) nth much to update over at my place..

went to yihun safra.. we only managed to reach there at 7pm when some of e guest already reached.e solemnizer was also late..we invite her to come over at 8pm but she was late by 15mins.. our first march in only started at 830pm.. after solemnize n taking of photos, e first dish was only served at 9pm. we only managed to eat e first 2 dishes n were bz taking photos wif e guest for e whole nite..

after everything n settling of payment, i was reali very tired.. hubby gd friend ask him to drink n he din control himself..went back hm, i went to bath..when i come out from e bath room, hubby vomitted on e floor n e bed itself.. i cried when i saw tis.. i used to b a princess at hm..not havin to touch e hsework, however at tat pt of time, i got to help to change e bedsheet n mop e floor.. thanks to his gd friend!! however, his sister help me to change e bedsheet and his mum help to wash.. lucky they r here to help me out..

-end-

time flies..i was still feeling troubled few mths ago over tis marriage..today..it's already 1 wk after my marriage..thing isnt as bad as wat i thot earlier on.. his mum still allow me to come hm to c my mum..in fact, i come hm everyday starting from e day of my marriage..i can say tat hubby help me alot in terms of things i dun usually do at hm (hsework!) lol..im lucky enough to hav my mum n hubby to dote on me.. they both play a very impt role in my life..


at 8/05/2009 10:14:00 AM