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at 7/14/2009 01:02:00 AM

Feeling tired..but still cannot get to slp. had a big quarrel today. I guess e happiest time is still e time when we jus got together. everythin was jus so sweet.

24/12/08 (xmas eve). He request to exchange present before hand. I remember, tat was a last min present. I bought polo fragrance (polo black) for him. since I'm workin at polo at tat pt of time, it was for him to remember me. lol. on tat very day, I went down to orchard jus to collect e perfume. after tat we meet at wdl to go melissa hse. went to wdl mac to hav a drink. he bought a necklack(sk2) for me. intending to help me wear at mac. I rejected him. telling him tat he can help me wear at other places. but when we went out of causeway pt, he insist on helping me to wear at e toast box there. e kind of feelin is like..heart beating fast, as tis is e first time he come near me. after 9mths of being friend without body contact. lol. walkin down e interchange, he held on to my hand. first time hold my hand, his hand was so warm. thinkin of how I'm gonna draw my attention off from our hand. he asked me if I'm gonna b his gf when I let him hold on to my hand. n i let go. cuz I dun noe wat is e nxt thing tat i should say. after we reach melissa hse, he intro to his friend tat I'm his gf. e way he treat me was like so sweet..take e food for me n all. even his friend think tat he is unusual on tat day.

everything changed ever since baby kwek exist. hubby no longer dote me like how he did in e past :( n I think 'friend' r giving lots of comment regarding tis. how i wish..e world only live wif me n him, when there's no third parties giving comment n things only hav to settle between us. well, tat's only my fairy tale thinkin. I jus hope one fine day when we can talk to each other regardin e unhappiness we hav instead of listening to both side of friends. perhaps is e stress tat both of us r facing, we no longer behave so sweet like wat we did in e past. can e god come down to teach me wat to do????

however, when I think of e last scan of baby kwek, at least there's somethin for me to look forward too. maybe my baby will dote me more than daddy?