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at 8/27/2009 11:41:00 PM

hubby went to fico for soccer game..thinking of acc my mum more, i stay at my own hse to wait for him to fetch me after his game..however, my mum went to slp n im left alone in e livin room doing nth :( i can slp for a while but im afraid im not able to wake up when hubby reach wdl.. i did some reflection when im alone..

i guess i finally realise how much my mum dote on me.. in e past, she did everything for me..things like washin my clothes n prepare food for me..for all my meals, everything is already prepare on e table for me..i only hav to sit down n move my hand to put e food into my mouth..after my meal i can jus walk off n wait for my dish to b wash..n i dun hav to do any hsework at all..( im so pamper in e past)..however, i took everything for granted..i thot is her duty to do everythin for me..

now tat i move over to hubby hse..i got to do everythin myself..wash my own clothing n dish..i take it as part of growing process..is e first stage tat i start e family of my own..now tat im livin wif his parents..at least i only hav to take care of my own thing, our own room..one day when we hav a hse on our own..i still got to learn to do everything..

e good thing now is..hubby is understandin..knowing tat i cant adapt so fast, he help in everythin he can..things like cleaning up our room..vacum e floor..change e bedsheet..n most imptly..he try his best to give me wat my mum is providin me..he prepare food for me early in e mornin before he goes to sch..n even if im hungry middle of e nite..he will wake up wif no complain..to prepare bread n milo for me..

sometimes i jus cant control myself from throwing temper at him..which i dun noe e reason for being so frustrated also..he knows tat im being unreasonable..but he nv fail to give in to me..to wipe my tears when i cried.. wat he has given me..is far more than wat i gave him..perhaps..i expect too much in my life..i hope everythin to b perfect..

frankly speakin..how perfect can i b??